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Today is my mom's birthday and she would have been 47. It's bittersweet to be celebrating it but I am glad we did because she is one of the greatest people to grace this world with her presence. It hurts to know that she is no longer living but as long as someone remembers her she will never truly die.
Happy Birthday Mom
Bleeding on the inside
That is what it feels like. This morning a purple sunrise graced the skies, then the clouds came, my mother took her last fighting breath, and it started to rain.
It was like the sky itself couldn't contain its sorrow.
My mother, Ann Margret, was an extremely strong woman who fought cancer for ten years but she never let it define her.
My sister and I are trying to be strong but it is hard. So. Damn. Hard.
I can only hope that we don't break under all of this. Everyone is marveling at just how well we have been handling this. Screw them. We haven't been handling this just rolling with every punch and quietly bleeding on the inside.
Thanks For The B-Day Wishes!
Sorry I have been a little slow on responding but this computer is SUPER-DUPER slow and shuts me out half the time.
An EXTREME thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes and for following my craziness here! It means a lot to me because me life has been one giant mess as of late. (Raising a glass of tea) Here is to hoping that it can only get better from here! ...or, you know, at least marginally better.
I am seriously hoping to get some art in this weekend...it's all just kind of laying around and looking at me like I am a looney. A remake of my lion, a tricked out swallow tail butterfly, and the horned lord are just a few.
Have a fant
To Open or Not To Open
Ugh, I just received the email with my grade for my latest equine anatomy report and all I can say is "I Don't Want to SEE YOU" while the other part of my brain is saying "OPEN IT!"
It's not like I ever got less than a 93% on anything in this class but this is the hardest lesson that there is and I rewrote the damn thing three times because my computer erased it, my computer then died, and because I didn't think it was good enough. Damn my head for being a freaking perfectionist!
Soooo I went on a typing spree and before I could chicken out I emailed and hit the freaking send button. Two weeks go by and my teacher gets back from v
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you know I'm dying to see the final!